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04 May 2007 @ 11:54 pm
This is Christina.
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26 July 2004 @ 09:51 am
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh

Wow..I know how that feels. This song relates to me on such a deep personal level. The funny thing about all of it is that just the other day someone asked about him. They were like "Why did you guys brea up?"
"I'm not his type." I replyed.
and he said"Maybe it's because you don't like the blues. You have to like the blues to date a guy like that." I don't know... I thought that was crazy.

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
11 May 2004 @ 05:39 pm
How I feel right now -------->

It's been seven hours and fifteen days
Since you took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away
Since you been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
But nothing...
I said nothing can take away these blues
'Cause nothing compares...
Nothing compares to you

It's been so lonely without you here
Like a bird without a song
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby where did I go wrong?
I could put my arms around every boy I see
But they'd only remind me of you
I went to the doctor and guess what he told me
Guess what he told me
He said, 'girl you better try to have fun
No matter what you do'
But he's a fool...
'Cause nothing compares...
Nothing compares to you

All the flowers that you planted, mama
In the back yard
All died when you went away
I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
But I'm willing to give it another try
Nothing compares...
Nothing compares to you
Nothing compares...
Nothing compares to you
Nothing compares...
Nothing compares to you
and no one compares to you

I don't see what the big deal is...I have been dead for awhile now. I don't care anymore. Call me a slut or whatever...I could care less...I NEVER SAID I WAS BEAUTIFUL.
Current Mood: dead
27 March 2004 @ 02:17 am
But now we speak with ruined tongues and the words we say aren’t meant for anyone.
It’s just a mumbled sentence to a passing acquaintance, but there was once you said you hate my suffering and you understood and you’d take care of me.
You would always be there, well where are you now?
23 March 2004 @ 12:45 pm
I'm tired of this.
Tired of trying.
Sick of guys.
Sick of this.
I give up on romance.
Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: the newies soundtrack
17 March 2004 @ 11:00 am
Smile because it happened.

Don't cry because it's over.
12 January 2004 @ 04:35 pm

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I start college classes tommorrow. Wish me luck.
11 January 2004 @ 01:07 am
And now that this scared little girl no longer follows me wherever I go, I miss her. I do. 'Cause there are things I wanna tell her-- to relax, to lighten up, that it is all going to be ok. I want her to know that meeting people who like you, who understand you, who actually accept you for who you are, will become an increasingly rare occurrence. Jen, Jack, Audrey, Andie, Pacey, and Dawson. These people who contributed to who I am, they are with me wherever I go, and as history gets rewritten in small ways with each passing day, my love for them only grows. Because the truth is... it was the best of times. Mistakes were made, hearts were broken, harsh lessons learned, but all of that has receded into fond memory now. How does it happen? Why are we so quick to forget the bad and romanticize the good? Maybe it's because we need to believe that the time we spent together actually meant something, that we were there for each other in a time in our lives that defined us all, a time in our lives that we will never forget. I can't swear this is exactly how it happened. But this is how it felt. -Joey Potter, Dawson's Creek Episode #622

Now I wish this scared little girl would no longer follow me.....

too bad real life isn't like tv...then I would know I have a happy ending coming soon.

And that someone would actually think I am beautiful.
Current Mood: nervousnervous
Current Music: Time of your life- Green Day
09 January 2004 @ 12:21 pm
x: name = Christina
:x: piercings = one in each ear
:x: tattoos = none yet
:x: shoe size = 7
:x: hair color = brown/blonde highlights
:x: length = almost to my shoulders


:x: movie you rented = Sleeping Beauty
:x: movie you bought = the first season of Three's Company
:x: song you listened to = Hands down..another emo song for today
:x: song that was stuck in your head =Brand New Key
:x: cd you bought = The nightmare before Christmas soundtrack for Rachel
:x: cd you listened to = Tori Amos Scarlet Walks
:x: person you've called = Rachel
:x: person that's called you = Rachel
:x: tv show you've watched = Three's Company
:x: person you were thinking of = myself..lol


:x: you have a bf or gf = no I scare guys away....
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = yes. New York.lol
:x: you think about suicide = too much.
:x: you believe in online dating = not really. I've tried it but it didn't end too pretty.
:x: others find you attractive = No. Why would they? I know I'm not pretty.
:x: you want more piercings = nope
:x: you drink = never
:x: you do drugs = never
:x: you smoke = no
:x: you like cleaning =not really
:x: you like roller coasters = sometimes
:x: you write in cursive or print = print
:x: you carry a donor card = nope


:x: long distance relationships = for.
:x: using someone = depends on if they are using you
:x: killing people = against.
:x: teenage smoking = against.
:x: doing drugs = against.
:x: premarital sex = for.
:x: driving drunk = against.
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = not my choice to make there
:x: soap operas = for. Hopefully it will be my future job.


:x: food = Pizza
:x: song =Own my Own, Castle in the Clouds, and YOur Body is a wonderland...
:x: thing to do = photography, writing, reading, watching movies and tv.
:x: thing to talk about = books, movies, plays, and clothes. LOL...
:x: sports = Swimming
:x: drinks = Mocha Frappe from Joe Muggs
:x: clothes = My gap Joey Potter sweater....my lei jeans..my purple glitter dress.
:x: movies = too many to list
:x: band/singer = John Mayer, Tori Amos, Mandy Moore...Dave Matthews Band..Prince
:x: holiday = Valetimes Day
:x: cars = Corvette..a red little one

OKay yeah I have nothing to do I know. I sign up for classes on Monday...then start on Tuesday. I have plans to study alot and make my parents proud. YAYYAYYAYYAYA!

Anyways if anyone is free tonight please say me or e-mail and save ,e from my boredom.

<3<3<3 Chris
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
05 January 2004 @ 12:16 pm
I don't want to be lonely.

I just want to be alone.
Current Mood: confusedconfused
Current Music: The Newsies soundtrack